86. | february stationery

86.

Can I keep on like this?
Would I rather be balanced, whole
than up-and-down, haunted
by alternating obsessions

A head filled up with numbers
credit cards, near-lovers
birthdays, of dates I’ll miss
of heights and weights and countries

Would I rather flatline
than be disastrously, obsessively
worthless

Source: 86. | february stationery

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