Rather than reblog the post of today I am posting the link from the Anonymous Outsiders DID category, to provide a fuller insight into today’s blog which was A Snapshot of Mental Illness; this is first cab off the rank the earlier posts are below it.
As you may notice, from time to time there are reblogs here on the various aspects of mental dis-ease. I refer to it as dis-ease rather than disorder since in my own experience my own BPAD is more of an uncomfortable or a mind ill at ease than one that is sick or decayed.
I cannot even begin to imagine what it is like to live as this one above here lives and fights for life every second of each day and I wouldn’t like to know.
( Post on DID Dissociative identity disorder, Multi personality disorder)
At my very worst I have experienced the inner voices that tear my being to shreds, the others that would leave me friendless because then there is no one who can hurt me. The external voices that have so loudly whispered my name and passers by all who seem to be speaking about me – as if I were so important or well known or?
The strange, sometimes horrifying miss-perceptions of the world – far more than merely ‘seeing things’ or a ‘trick’ of the eyes, such as the Anaconda with the cars riding its back that writhed between me and the car park I had to pass through to reach the Railway Station. Or the circle of Field Mice surrounding the Hills Hoist as I hung out the washing – back in the early 90s now. BPAD- the result of Congenital Brain injury and Epilepsy, each leading to the other like a horrible train of thought on a collision course for where?